

What is this monsterWhat is this monster When I start talking to you he slowly comes out I try to keep him away. Every time now that we talk he seems to come out What is this monster It is doubt I don’t like it being this way I don’t ever want him to come out What should I do Why do I doubt What is there for me What is it that I doubt What should I do I know I have lost you You sit there and tell me I haven’t You sit there and tell me your still there But the truth isWhat is this monster
I have lost you You sit there and tell me I haven’t But I have lost you in the way


What is thisWhat is this feeling This feeling I don’t know Is it pleasure in my own pain Why do I keep coming back Why don’t I learn Why don’t I give up Why don’t I leave that life behind Why don’t IWhat is this
She doesn’t want it No one does Who would want that life Or this one for that fact Who am I
What am I Am I a monster Has my heart being torn out created something else
Has It created a monster It is a monster


Was it goodbyeWe talked this afternoon It felt to me like we got somewhere I told you my feelings I told you my thoughts All you did was sit there All you did was listenWas it goodbye
I wish you had done the same When we got out of the car You stood in my arms I felt secure Did you? As we stood there you looked at me As we stood there we kissed Did you feel anything? As I watched you drive away I was in a high After a short time it went away Then there was only one thing
Was that your goodbye?


True love, lostu yelled at meTrue love, lost
u lied too me u said i did too
never given the reason why? did i do these things to u
i cant think to recall is none
what happend never was
and now u left left me behind
in cool crule word all alone with shattered hopes
and broken dreams as the time gose on we pass
my eyes look to u and i feel it the pain
pain of lost Love hits once more with sadness that
fills my broken heart tears wanting to be shead NO for i must be strong &nbs


BetrayedDeath and pain, torn apart, for loving you, and your treacherous heart, you held aloft, claiming you, would never let us, be apart.Betrayed
Promises shattered, ripped apart, just like you planned, in your heart. Betray me more, you wanted too, so promises made, then torn in two.
Love you claimed to have for me, has disappeared, conveniently. Yet love for you, still lives in me, and torments me, endlessly.
My trust you killed, my soul you took, tearing it away, yet look, My heart will heal, in copious time, But nevermore, will you be mine.
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Welcome to my Kingdom, where the clouds fill the sky..
Let's pretend the end isn't coming yet, let's be friends forever
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Que sera, sera.
I think you left yourself logged in on someone's computer
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The point of life is Death.
The piont of living is dieing.
Thats why Im going to beat you in the Human Race!
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During the life I find myself wondering the lonely road of what used to be sanity. When the line was drawn the light came to me and would not let me go. I want to get away, I want to hold the shadows of my past closer but the light pushes them away
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"Je veux dormir! dormir plutôt que vivre!
Dans un sommeil aussi doux que la mort,
J'étalerai mes baisers sans remords
Sur ton beau corps poli comme le cuivre."
C. Baudelaire, Le Léthé, Les Fleurs du Mal
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